Him.

have you ever loved someone too much that you hardly breath?
or even accidentally biting your tongue.
have you?

have you ever feel like hurting yourself by loving someone and is just too much?
feels like cutting your veins in your wrist all over again.

have you ever pour a salt water to your wounds?
and that's how you'd exactly feel falling over someone.

who'd never see you personally
as a one
as a person

and never really loves you back
as what you wanted it to be

i could clearly saw him on my dreams
his jawline that shaped perfectly
his cheekbones that adorably showed anytime he smiles
his nose,
his nostrils that were to inhale the good and exhale the bad
his eyes, that barely met mine
and how he always see things by his very own perspective
all of him, i would kiss anything, anywhere
just all of him

i desperately want him
to feel his strong arms wrapped around my fragile body
his firm grip
him

but he's too cold
billion miles away from my place

what can i do other than crying myself in self pity
and watch over him
from afar.