laila.

is that you? is that you that I've been looking for so long? my eyes are tired from looking and my hands are too sick from shaking feeling cold but you're odd you give me the whole galaxy and butterfly inside my belly to fall asleep feeling that way yet another day i feel so uncertain about us and how I left out how I sit for hours in my room crying unable to sleep don't lead me on saying things you aren't gonna fulfill toxic poison behind your sweet talk and mostly to convince me that you're in love some days I hope we're fine enough so that I hope something good as how we would end up with but some other days I am empty and numb I'm seeing you as grey and not flaming red if only your heart beats for me like I do for you if only your lungs filled with me like I do for you just tell me if you do so don't leave me hanging I have nothing to hold onto except I have faith that I lay on you don't leave me in...