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she used to..

Oleh
she used to smile and all no worry
hold a candy then ran happily
showed her crooked teeth to anybody
did all she wanted carelessly

she used to dress what all she's keen
wear bandana and chose her favorite bears
putting the crayon down to a paper
draw any goodness that got her inspired

but time changed her

an old her has left so long ago
all replaced with darkness and tear
not anymore hold all the laugh she used to

she used to love counting stars in the night sky
but now she counts her day ask when she'd die
she used to love wander her house as she played hide and seek
but now all her minds wandered afar and all overthink

she used to ate all the candys no worry gains weight
but now she refused to eat anything afraid getting fat
she used to saw a mirror of her face and hair and a smile
but now she's disgusted to see her own reflections

a deadly monster has came through her head
got insides her brain
made her minds all wander
to all the things that don't worth any

she is now fake a smile
act all nicely to everybody
then the day turns to night
a time when she couldn't take any longer

she draw..
as she wish to a happiness

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Oleh
sebut saja aku begitu aku mampu menyelinap kala ingin kau bunuh gigil dengan pelukku yang hangat aku pula yang rajin merayap diam-diam ke kamarmu di sudut pikirmu lalu aku hinggap begitu seterusnya aku ini untukmu walau diam walau kubawa sembunyi kekasihmu tak akan tau bahwa selama ini aku tak biarkanmu menangis, layu bahwa selama ini aku bersedia menjadi tempat keluhmu ia takkan tau selama inilah aku yang selalu ada buatmu, tempatmu datang menjadi pelarian kekasihmu tak akan tau. /1/
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First Post! :)

Oleh
Haii :D Ini post pertamaku di blog keduaku. Aku emang bikin blog baru alasannya yang lama nggak bisa dibuka dan kalian tau kan? Manusia berhak lupa :p Blog-ku nggak istimewa karna aku juga nggak bisa apa-apa, nyebelin kan? Ajarin aku ya? Aku orang baru soalnya.. Gitu aja yaa, daahhh.. Makasih udah mau baca ini! hehe
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Wasting.

Oleh
I've been wasting most of a lot of time in my life doing something useless and it doesn't even have benefit upon me. How do I did that like everyday on my lifetime and didn't realize it at all? And keep repeating and doing all the same instead. I want everything in my life to be all as what I wanted it to be, but sometimes it doesn't always affect good on me nor important at all.
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